water break or simply a pee accident?

I didnt think of writing this blog today morning. I thought of writing about how to avoid NICU. I wanted to write I am hoping between a piscean and an april fool to be born. Today morning at the walk for the upteemth time we calculated our weeks and I said "March 10" is good enough - I am in a hurry to get them out and my doctor said after 34 weeks you are good to go! But prax insisted its better on 37th week - after Mar 24, ideally April 1. He was saying we will consider a planned ceasarian it it takes after April 1. This is a regular talk we had been having again and again now, usually the conversation ends by me saying "but you dont have a name yet" and if my mom joins in she says "you havent drilled the anchor bolts on the ceiling yet for the thottil" - tell me about being very unprepared we are the very specimens of it!

But the crazy thing is I had been very tired today morning after the walk and breakfast - tired not physically exhausted or painful, but just very sleepy and slighly nauseated. I ate less than normal lunch and went to sleep - a deep one indeed. I woke up just now at 3:30pm. As usual went straight to pee, because there is always pee ready to happen, finished that duty - emptied the bladder (or so I thought) and entered the kitchen to wonder if I can drink or snack something.

There was barley water waiting, I heated it with more water, waited at the kitchen and added a litte bit of sugar to it and poured it into the cup and just took one sip and guuuuuuusssssshhhhh, "god damn it, I am peeing at 34 in my pants, I just peed and came" thats all I could think and went to the bathroom. Sitting in the toilet bowl suddenly it dawned to me that this could be water break. MAN OH MAN. I am barely 31 weeks old. I didnt smell like urine obviously.

Came and discussed with my mom. She kept asking me if its too sticky. I dont know. I wasnt observing. She said wait and see if it happens again.

"But I dont have any pain! I am feeling absolutely normal, well rested, just now I woke up from a good sleep" ... Didnt expect. Am not yet expecting water break. Hopefully it is not. But a pee accident, damn?! I feel awkward. is it possible?

The kiddor or atleast one is still doing prabhu deva dance inside!

Sitting in a chair and doing google search on "pre mature rupture" "water break" etc. etc. and learning its possible to have such breaks. Only crazy thing is I could be put in bed rest now if its true. SIGH. Or may be if the babies really want to get out right away I have to go to steroid routine or NICU. SIGH more! Hopefully not.